How can I
explain why I left?
When I don’t
really know myself,
I didn’t
want to leave,
But I needed
to find a way out.
How many
times have I wanted to tell you I’m sorry?
How many
times have I wanted to come home?
The truth is
more times than you will ever know,
Are you
still there yourself?
I never see
you when I’m around.
I really
want to talk to you,
If only to
explain myself,
Things are
going well for me,
Is all well
with you?
I have moved
on now,
But
something keeps pulling me back,
Something
inside of me just won’t let go,
My dreams keep
telling me,
That is
where I belong.
Nothing is
the same as it was,
And it will
never be again,
I can never
go back now,
No matter
how much I want.
But it would
be nice to see you,
And talk to
you again,
I miss the
talks we used to have,
Wouldn’t it
be nice if we could be friends?
I have been
away for so long,
Why should
you care when I was the one who let you down?
